i havent been blogging fr damn long... dont knw why just wanna throw it here i also dunno why am i crying while typing this... i feel so alone i knw i have her bt somehw sometimes its as though i cant feel her thr by my side... i talking nonsense i knw i really dunno wads going on in my head... i knw i dun wanna lose her yet i dun wanna nag all those shyt to her.... i really dunno wads i s wad nw... i dun even understand myself i cant expect her to understand me.... damn it all i feel like shouting it all out bt i cant seem to do so.... damn damn damn damn.....

ps xiaogui dun tell her abt it ok

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