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Wednesday, July 1, 2009

todae just realised one thing in my life todae ba.... its like suddenly when i wan to chat with someone i realise i gt no one to chat with.... i do have some frens bt we dun contact much at all its like once a yr or half a yr sth like that then chat over supper..... its like damn sian since sec sch i hardly hang out with my frens everydae after sch is str8 go hm cant even go out with them.... even if they ask me out my parents will lay rules restriction wadever on me to the extent my fren gave up calling me out cos i will like go out end up stay fr like 1hr go hm liao....... i totally like gt grounded end up having this loner personality in me..... whenever really got prob i end up throw punches on my cupboard or my pillow..... seriously dunno wad to do with it..... even till poly i still have that chain on me everytime curfew by 11 come hm or wadever even when i had a gf its still the same end up i had to always lie to them that i have project so i can stay out late overnight.... its nt like i wanna rebel against them its just damn sian you knw.... compared to my bro he has more freedom than me more life then me..... its like out of 10 times his frens ask him out that 10 times i will be hm rotting away...... somehw in ns life was better although alot shyt bt kept me occupied.... ask me gt a gf? lmao impossible i spent too much time at hm even if i go out i gt sian easily maybe cos use to being grounded at hm DAMN DAMN DAMN long.... even back then i had a gf i end up going out with her too much maybe cos i really hate staying at hm and i tot finally life will chng bt end up cosing one of the reason why relationship to die damn fast..... this 1 mth after ord frm ns seriously life is damn sian..... cant really think of anyone to call chat or wadever cos either too bz have other commitments or feel weird tryig to call them..... suan le ba this loner life its like drilled into me..... i knw excuses lame wadever.....

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