just read...

if you really like someone alot... dun force it or push it away denying it will only hurt you more...
ya sometimes you realise the person whom you liked starts showing who he really is...
a jerk.. an asshole... and that he likes someone else you start forcing yourself to frgt abt him... to lye to yourself hurts...
in turn someone or friend who cares will also be sad... knwing that you are hurting inside nt being able to help... all i can do is write out in this post cos i dun knw wad to say to you over the phone hearing you so sian so hurt inside... all you can do is just accept that you like him...
if you like him means you like him thrs is no.... i wish i hate him i wish this and that... its the fact..

maybe im just saying too much... bt hanging out with your frens... do more things to occupy yourself.. maybe finding a fren to confine in will make you feel better or maybe yet find another guy... stop hurting yourself this way...

~walking along my darkness with the pain it brings me nvr being able to say i luv you, that is hw it shld be, its my life~

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my darknesS my Light
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